A great Monday after 2 nights of mysterious insomnia! I think my mind was over-stimulated to even sleep.

Haha.

Met up MengChing for lunch today, it’s always good to have a friend to talk to about anything – school, church, God, family, boys, nonsense. Sad that this will be her last semester in school but happy for her that she can finally start a new phase of life.

WORKING ADULT LIFE.

In fact, many of my friends are actually working now. Heh.

 

Went down over for cello lesson after that. My teacher commented that I’ve improved. And that totally made my day!!!

I was really happy inside hahaha. At least 1 week of practice paid off. Otherwise, kill me.

I don’t know what else can I do anymore.

Indeed, music is discipline.

I was secretly telling myself that if I still couldn’t improve, I might consider giving up.

Yaya like what I always say.

-_-

But I never once bear to do so. Hehe.

 

So whenever I feel like giving up, I will think of my teacher, the hours he spent on me and his patience and encouragement. That no matter what, he’s ever so willing to teach me whenever I ask.

I’d think of God and the vision I had of me playing the cello in an orchestra even before I knew how to play.

Never did I know, many years later, God would made that far-fetched dream come to past.

Indeed, if you can see it, you can have it.

 

Now that I’ve got what I wanted…

How can I give up so easily???

It’s too selfish to do so.
Too weak.
Too foolish.
Too cowardly.
Too irresponsible.

It’s an uphill climb. Always have been.

 

Lol…